Julyyyyyy

Just passed the bad June, and I really fed up a lot of things on that month.
Now, is the beginning of July.

It is such a stress initial, because my final is on next week.

Anyway, I wish it could better than the previous months.

What am I doing here?? It's already 2.40 am, but I'm still staying up at this this time!

I suppose to sleep or study for my final at this time.
Haih... I have to continue study after I nagged at here!

I felt that my life was so unfair, because every time, people will remember the bad that you did, but they won't see your good way. It is really sad.

There is a quote I saw on twitter, "When someone stop talking to you, they will start talking about you!" Yes, this is right!

Besides, another sad case that I faced, it is the one who I admired is keep ignoring me.

However, now although I got motivation to study, but the motivation bring a lot of stress to me.Seriously, I have to get a very good result in this semester!
That is my choice, I had already decided what I'm going to do after this.

"I want to become a person that can help everyone to solve their problem when they need help." This is the reason why I won't give up on my study.
I want all my family members to be proud of me. Hence, this always reminded me don't give up on everything I have in recently.

I hope I can achieve all my goals one day in a future! I believe my life will be better after this. I will leave the shit place one day!!!!!

Okok... Finished nagging== It's time to sleep! Tomorrow have to continue my final preparation!

All the best to me, all the best in my final! 
Goodnite to everyone, and the one who I admired! [To: ****] [From: Serene]. I wish you still remember this pattern that you greeting me with the "Good Morning"before!!